okay. i came to clear some spider webs here
:p:p
1.2 in campus ended like sooooo fast :)
just getting used to life in campus and shooo attachment starting next week.
Looking forward for this 1.2 attachment.
Thank god i got back my Nuh friendss back..
:D :D
Now i only can pray that i got the same shift as the bestiesss :))
*cross fingers pray hard*
:D:D
Okayy..
Yesterday finally meet up with girls for ling belated birthday celebration.
Kinda of like finally we going out to somewhr further to shop instead of always around woodland =.=
watch-ed "devil" the movie.
expected effect.. but storyline still not bad lah
:p:p
ate billy bomber before movie.
Yummpyyy!!
all right. doned~
spider webs cleared
:D :D
going to MBS to work nowwww~
*pray hard.. today give me easy jobbbbb =.=*
hahhaha!!
..... ciao~ ^^
xoxo
NaNaNa..
my attachment for 1.1 officially finished :D
but i miss my NUH peers so muchh :x
Dont really have the mood to go back school..
afterall attachment is much more fun than in school T~T
oh well well..
holidays started..
My dearest grandmother came to my hse for a short stay :)
ohh.. i miss her so much..
so heart pain to see her age so much..
it been almost 2 years since i last saw her.. T~T
I love you POPO!
round up the post..
all well end well :D
that day while helping a patient to transfer over from the commo chair to a chair,
i fell her down.
but for that moment of time..
my mind is in a blank.
over this fews week..
i realize i am really drain down.
dream and reality is so different.
when i was so grumbling about how tired that attachment can be..
that moment when the patient fall..
i was so scared that it could be the end of my path to be a nurse.
irony isnt?
现在的我好像真的不知道自己在什么了
好累。好烦。
oh well well..
1 months flied and i bid goodbye to my 1st half posting at NUH, ward 41.
learned things there, knew friends there..
leave memories (:
both good and bad...
i will start my next half of my posting at ward 56.
although things going to be quite slack and not that busy as ward 41..
but i believe learning can take place anywhere :D
Chiongggg~
i don't understand why other wants to kill everyone that belong to the same boat as you. If we drown.. you will be dragged into it too.. isn't it?
Why cant everyone in this world live for themselves?
why must we live for other?
why must we always be cautious about people around us?
So tiring to live on life like this..
well.. 2010 had started for me like for about 4 months le.
Started schooling.
Taken up Nursing course in Simei ITE..
well.. after all being a nurse is my childhood dream :)
Studying is never a easy things for me..
maybe can say.. books are never a friend to be..but instead a stranger to me.
1st 3 months in campus...
getting to learn diiferent things and theroy about being nurse.
facing tests, exam and phrase test.
I am glad i make it through for this 3 months..
even though i dun even rmb how many give up i have say over this 3 months.
but thanks to those friends and girls that once accompanied me to walk through this month.
4 months..
so many things happened..
there are period down,
there are times happy.
and of course there are period that i get crazy and drunk.
get to know different people too.
and..
starbuck became a past in my life.
quited for some reasons..
maybe that manager was right.. since i am already so unhappy about there..
why still stay?
crazy march.
i must say.. march is a terrible month for me..
too many things happened to me and..
i can say.. it is indeed my darkest period of time.
i am glad things finally somehow found solution for it.
and i walked out of it. (:
having attachment currently @ NUH.
having different emotions everytime i saw my patients.
i get to learn different things from them..
i finally understand that..
life is reall fragile.. you dun treasure it..
who know tmr you will be gone.
patients willpower, determination to get well is something i want to learn and what i am lacking of now.
Once a female patient who just recover from a major operation tell me.. " i can recover so well is because i have my daughter with me. and i will not let her cry seeing me like this. for your loved one, anything is possible."
and indeed.. i getting to understand more and more from this sentence every single day.
mending the cracks that i created between me and my parents.
it maybe a little hard. but i will never give up.
life is all about learning..
you never know what you will learn tmr .. (:
